054 Uff

From: NebulaX [e-mail] Date: 2010-05-20 22:28:40 Title: Uff

P and M are gone, as J said in the last post. It was a hard weekend, specially because the house was starting to bloom, and a hard decision for all of us. I never wanted to reach this point, but it was necessary. They were hurting all of the other residents with the constant fighting and pulling bottles and knifes, all the time for nothing, and our guests were always leaving the place. It opened my eyes when everyone started to claim that they wanted them out of this house. It was really hard because me and J defended them and tried to help them change since we met them. I realized that they can only change and improve with medical help. The sad part is that they are not guilty for what they are and represent right now and they will not look for medical help. More people will need our help and this house's help. And we can't destroy that just because of 2 individuals.

We will continue to open our doors.

Now it's all calm. People are smiling more and working more. I think that's because this event also showed them that this is also their home, where they have something to say and that they can contribute the same way that me (one of the many who started the project) or any other person does.

I also learned more with this situation. Although i had the chance to remember myself of many years ago, which was difficult and something that i didn't wanted, once again i've gain more courage and became stronger, to deal with these situations, which will not end up here, unfortunately.

SPCC will continue to bloom. J is waiting for some confirmations of more CSers. Let's wait for our next guests!

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